Isaiah 41:10 - "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my right hand."

Saturday, April 18, 2020

A Poem of Hope

Friends,

A few years ago I was preparing for a sermon, and the only thing that came to my heart was the words that I share with you below.  That was long before any hint of coronavirus, but there were plenty of global fears and local worries then too.  It is a poem of hope, inspired by Isaiah 35.  It was a most unusual sermon (the only poetic sermon I've ever written) and I'm quite sure the congregation was glad that I didn't often write my own poetry.  Nonetheless, one of that day's hearers of the sermon requested a copy to share with the men in a prison ministry that he visited with each week, so I pray God was present that day.  I don't know what else God might have done with it, if anything, and I don't know what God might do with it now.  It's been on my heart, however, so I offer it to you with the belief that God might speak to someone through God's word recorded in Isaiah and now proclaimed in this way.  Maybe as we find ourselves isolated with no definitive end to the restrictions on our lives, we too might hear a whisper of God's grace.

Some notes about the poem: I've never studied poetry.  Technical poetry folks will find deviations from proper meter and punctuation.  Please ignore those.  The repeated refrain seems alternately too much repetition, but then I think it's also necessary, calling to mind the loud and persistent chorus of discouragement and cynicism that so often fills the world.  If you find yourself starting to skip over the refrain, in the same way that we stop listening to things we think we don't need to heed, pay attention near the end to where the refrain starts to change. 

Blessings.


Isaiah 35
1 The desert and the parched land will be glad; the wilderness will rejoice and blossom. Like the crocus, 2 it will burst into bloom; it will rejoice greatly and shout for joy. 
The glory of Lebanon will be given to it, the splendor of Carmel and Sharon; they will see the glory of the LORD, the splendor of our God. 
3 Strengthen the feeble hands, steady the knees that give way; 
4 say to those with fearful hearts, "Be strong, do not fear; your God will come, he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to save you." 
5 Then will the eyes of the blind be opened and the ears of the deaf unstopped. 6 Then will the lame leap like a deer, and the mute tongue shout for joy. Water will gush forth in the wilderness and streams in the desert. 
7 The burning sand will become a pool, the thirsty ground bubbling springs. In the haunts where jackals once lay, grass and reeds and papyrus will grow.


Aint nothing gonna grow here

Aint nothing gonna grow here.
Aint nothing gonna grow here.
Aint nothing gonna grow here,
That’s what people say.

I’ve been here some fifty years; 
seen some good days but mostly tears.
Folks talk big, but mostly fears 
beneath the surface lay.

Aint nothing gonna grow here.
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
That’s what people say.

We tried sharin’, it didn’t work out.
We tried givin’, it didn’t amount
To much more than a withering sprout:
Couldn’t break this hard dry clay.

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
That’s what people say.

So long ago they had a dream:
"Build a church for the kids to see
How God’s provided for you and me!"
But old dreams are child’s play.

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
That’s what people say.

Grandma used to run this place
With God and Grandpa they could face
Any changes to time or space!
but that was a different day.

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
That’s what people say.

"Oh how I wish that it weren’t true!"
"Been on my knees like you told me to do!"
"Prayed so many words till my face is blue!"
I beg, “Is God hearing what I pray?”

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
That’s what people say.

My hands are weak, my knees won’t stand.
The people don’t care for God’s commands.
Neither do I see much of God’s plan,
And my soul so dry it lay.

But then in the distant scorching blue
A faint aberration, then I see two
Small gray wisps on the horizon!They move
dust slightly stirred from its place.

The smallest gray hint a bit closer grows
Taller, too, and wider it flows.
From a distant cloud a breeze hot blows
Some air moving against my face

But too early aloud to name.

The breeze, if you can call it that, does grow.
Now it’s more of a wind as feigns to blow.
Still not enough for hope to flow
From a dry heart and two legs lame.

The wisps now clouds are towering high.
No longer distant, they fill the sky,
And raindrops three, then four then five
Tap and splatter on hard baked clay.

Aint nothing’ gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
That’s what people say

The parched ground first rejects the gift.
It shrugs off the water, which runs into rifts.
“Depart from me!” But it’s as if
The rain is here to stay.

While much runs off, still more sinks down
Between the cracks below the ground;
And hopelessness begins to drown
As the dry earth feels water play.

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here,
IS THAT what people say?

Just beneath the surface, long
Dry and parched, without a song,
Now awakened now among
A multitude asleep did lay.

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Words that had their day!

Seeds once dormant once encased
Now break their shells and in their place
A transformation with great haste
Is happening today.

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
"Empty words!" the people say.

The hard packed earth now wet with rain
Makes way for green chutes shooting plain
Up from the earth no longer chained
By dry, parched, hopeless clay.

The chutes rich green, they climb, they grow
And out come leaves and flowers show.
(And with the sun and rain) to know
The purpose for which they were made

Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Aint nothing gonna grow here
Never again proclaimed!

For God has promised and come through
That life would come again anew
All that was hopeless now is through
For God is sending rain.

Aint nothing gonna grow here?
Watch what God can grow here!
Yes watch what God can grow here:
You’ll never be the same.


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Wednesday, April 8, 2020

Holy Week and Easter as a Long Memorial Family

We are an Easter People
A pastor friend told me yesterday, "This is the Lentiest Lent ever!"  I couldn't agree more.  Rather than gathering together for the celebration of Palm Sunday, we find ourselves gathering in living rooms watching services on computer screens.  We are a day away from Maundy Thursday and Good Friday.  Church families usually gather together in worship experiences that serve to express the sober gravity, anxiety, and grief that accompanied the Last Supper with Jesus, and the fullness of his suffering and crucifixion.  This year, however, every day is filled with some measure of that disorienting sadness, that uncertainty of the future.  We will not be able to gather in one place for Maundy Thursday, Good Friday, or even Easter Sunday morning.  

This year, we will be joining together with our brothers and sisters across the Conference to worship God like we never have before.  Here is the link to the Conference web page with the resources for this Holy Week, and with the link to the Easter morning services that you will be able to stream live.  Before you click on this link, I invite you to read my introduction below.  After you click on the link, you can scroll down to find the documents on the conference web page and save them to your device or print them out for your use.  I encourage you to share your experiences of these worship service on social media as a testimony to the grace of our risen Lord and savior!




This is a Holy Week like no other.

As United Methodists, we often talk about our Connection to the rest of the denomination.  This year, our North Carolina Conference is helping us with Holy Week and Easter worship.  You can save and pull up on your electronic device during these observances, or print out them out for your use at home.  

Maundy Thursday we will observe a service in our own homes, a service that incorporates an actual meal that you have prepared, as a part of the service. If you are alone, you can celebrate the service remembering that God is with you and we are united in a communion of the saints.  If you are living out your stay-at-home order with others, the meal and liturgy are shared together.  You may also wish to connect with others via social media and participate together.  Traditionally Maundy Thursday also remembers that Jesus washed the disciples' feet, and so a washing ritual is included in the service too.

Good Friday is a similar idea, but without the meal.  This day commemorates Jesus death on the cross and the placing of his body in a tomb.  The worship service is patterned around an evening Tenebrae service that involves a stripping of the place of worship of its decorations and a darkening through the extinguishing of candles.  We usually do this in our sanctuary, but the resources we are sharing are modified to help us do this in our own homes. 

Easter Vigil.  I have heard many people share that the anxiety and stress of this pandemic are causing them to wake up in the middle of the night.  Did you know that many churches throughout the world observe an Easter Vigil on Saturday Night/Sunday morning?  In some places, this vigil is very long - it lasts from Midnight until sunrise.  The conference has provided a resource for a Vigil - not long enough to last all through the night, but certainly filled with many scriptures and prayers for an extended service to be used sometime before the Easter celebration, perhaps on Saturday.  Perhaps such an extended time of scripture and prayer would be a welcome oasis in this dark time.  

Easter Celebration.  On Easter morning, we invite you to tune in to a conference-wide live-streamed Easter service led by our Bishop Hope Morgan Ward.  The conference is providing two live events - one at 9am and one at 11am.  We believe that it will be a joyous occasion, to help us through this time when we cannot yet gather in our sanctuary together.  

Finally, I want to plant in your imagination the seed of an idea - that when these quarantines and shelter-in-place orders are finally and eventually lifted, and when we can gather safely in our sanctuary again to worship God, Oh what an Easter Celebration we will have!  We will praise God with a joy that perhaps we have never experienced together as we celebrate that our Savior has seen us through the storm, has delivered us from the disease, has filled our church family with good things!  

I pray God's blessing upon you.  As always, I invite you to contact me if you'd like to talk and pray about anything that is on your heart.

Again, here is the link to the Conference web page with the resources for this Holy Week, and with the link to the Easter morning services that you will be able to stream live.  Before you click on this link, I invite you to read my introduction below.  After you click on the link, you can scroll down to find the documents on the conference web page.



Yours in Christ,
Pastor Ed